Testimonial Devotions

"Close- Up and Candid"

2011-07-27T16:39:00.000-07:00

Normally in my writings, I have a nice attention getter, a testimony and something to leave you to think about. Don’t worry, I will go back to that style. However, today, I thought I would be as “straight up” and raw as I possibly could. I am choosing to write just like I would in a journal or diary before all the edits and pretty changes were made. An entry like this is needed because this week I was shaken up by God’s spirit in a good way that left me literally speechless.

Back in June, I went to a work related training that many teachers in the district needed to attend. That day I was the only one there from my school, and I suddenly became shy as I didn’t know where to sit. If I know you, I am very talkative. If I do not know you, I am slow to warm up. Three teachers were sitting at a table with an open seat and invited me to sit with them. Moments later, I find out that these teachers are from the school that is just down the street from me. We joked around how I see their school every day and wondered what it was like inside. The day moved along and these people invited me to lunch. Ordinarily, I would have felt a bit quiet around people I didn’t know. However, God was telling me that I needed to get to know these people. Inside I felt like this was something I had to do, and I had no idea why it was so important. We all rode in the same car, and somehow I was being very social around these “strangers.” I felt like I was connecting with them and they began to feel like friends.

Throughout the month of June, I was feeling fine about my part time teaching job. I was just lucky to have a job and did not think about switching. However, for some reason in July, I began searching and looking for postings. Ironically, there was a posting for a position at the school right down the road. The school with the teachers I connected with in June. God’s spirit nudged me so strongly, that I could not leave my computer screen. I knew I had to try for this position. I had initial thoughts that battled my mind in regards to fear of change. Although, I knew this was about taking a risk. I felt I had to be at that school at this time in life, with those teachers. I was shaken up because I knew God was speaking to me in June. He is omniscient all the time even when we least expect it. This Monday I found out I would have the pleasure of working at this nice school. This journal entry is not about work, it is not about money, it is about God’s presence in our lives. He is better than the talented artist, the master architect or complex builder. He is the creator of each day of our lives. He is using circumstances and people around us to create His plans for us. Father in Heaven, you never cease to amaze me of your wonderful works. Every piece of our lives is woven into the greater good to bring us closer to you and to further your coming kingdom.

"From Dust"

2011-07-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

On July 5th, 2011 myself as well as the rest of Arizona experienced a huge dust storm. I have lived here my whole life and have never seen one quite that bad. My husband and I looked out the window at the huge winds and swarms of dust that were making its way through the air. It was as if we were watching a significant event take place. My first thought after the storm was centered around how much of an inconvenience this was to us. It created a mess in front of everyone’s home and would probably be a lingering problem until enough rain would hit us to clear it all out. It has been several days since this storm, and you can still see remnants of the dust. Ironically, it has been a reminder to me about the many times that “dust” is used throughout the word of God. To begin with, I try to remember that all of us were first formed from dust. Genesis Chapter 2 explains, “The LORD God formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed into the nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being (v.7).”

Dust is so temporary. It dances in the wind and settles in the ground. It comes and goes and is only here for a moment. This is the reality for all of us too. We have a short amount of time here to make a difference in our own lives and in the lives of others. The dust has been symbolic for me and a motivation to seize every moment I can. God has given me a responsible nature. Most people would say I am dependable and that I can be trusted to get things done. I am a planner, organizer and “go getter.” However, God has taught me that he reveals the power of His spirit to me when I am in the most unorganized and haphazard moments in life. I am learning to branch out and take risks that bring me closer to God. With His help, I am sharing my faith with strangers, caring less what people think, being more generous, and trusting more fully. Remembering that we are only here for a moment makes it a bit easier to take advantage of every opportunity given to us. “He knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust. As for man, his days are like grass, he flourishes like a flower of the field, the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more. But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear Him (Psalm 103:14).”

"Curvy Road"

2011-05-30T20:11:00.000-07:00

It was Memorial Day 2011, and my husband and I took an adventure to Canyon Lake. We decided to go the day before, which was out of character for us. Normally, we would have known at least a week in advance and would have planned for it. But, we decided to be spontaneous!

I enjoy trips, but I don’t like the traveling part…especially if it’s in a car. We drove through many curvy roads. These turns forced me to close my eyes and hope that my stomach would not get queasy. My husband kept telling me to not look out the window. I tried my hardest to not think about what was around me, but it was quite difficult. Once we reached the top, I saw the beautiful, blue, shimmering water. We saw the much anticipated lake. Our destination was in sight, and all of a sudden I forgot about the curvy roads. I forgot about the ache in my stomach. I only focused on the beauty of the water.

I started to think about God, his son, and the kingdom. Even though we travel on tough roads throughout our lives, I have to remember that there is a beautiful kingdom that is waiting for us. Amid our struggles, let us focus our eyes and imagine what is in store ahead. “Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart (Hebrews 12:2 & 3).”

"Perfectly Woven"

2009-12-28T18:32:00.000-08:00

My best friend is expecting her first child, a baby boy, in the spring. She shared some digital photos of the baby from the ultrasound. It was beautiful to see all the intricacies of this little unborn child. His hands, feet, fingers, toes, face and cute little nose were all visible in the photo. God is designing this precious creation, and I saw a view inside His masterpiece.

God has created each one of us in a particular and unique way. It is amazing to think about how much time we put into figuring out what is wrong with us and what we want to change, when God put so much time into creating each line, shape, and form with an exact purpose. Psalm 139 depicts a vivid illustration of us being portrayed as God’s design.

“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with you (Psalm 139: 13-18).”

Like a needle sewing thread, God has specifically designed us as His beautiful work of art. He knows every hair on our head and thought on our minds. When I saw this picture of the unborn child, it reminded me that God is with us from the day of conception and is already hard at work. No matter how many flaws or disappointments we tend to always find in ourselves, they weren’t seen as that to God. We are beautiful to Him, and we should feel complete and worthy to come from His creation.

“Yet, O LORD, you are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand (Isaiah 64:8).”

"Alive with Works"

2009-09-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

It was eight o’clock at night and I started up my car to drive home from my grandmother’s house. I looked beside me in the passenger’s seat and saw her laundry basket filled of dirty clothes. It was filled with socks, nightgowns and robes. I normally do not like to look at laundry. In fact, it’s typical that I will dread doing the laundry just like most people will feel. However, for some reason, I became emotional while looking at this basket of laundry. This basket reminded me of how much I enjoyed doing this work for my grandmother. I am actually excited to do her laundry whenever I get the chance. As strange as it sounds, I look forward to gathering up her clothes, making them nice and clean, and returning them to her with a clean fresh scent.

This experience really helped me understand the concept of works and how it is important in our relationship with God. We should not do works, because we feel like we have to in order to earn our salvation. It is written, “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do (Ephesians 2:8-10).” We are not saved with works, but we have been made to work for Him. As believers, we are working for Him out of love. We do not need to live in fear as we wonder if we have earned God’s love and have done enough to be saved. Works are a way that we can show our love to God and strengthen our relationship with Him.

As a child, I was not able to see my grandmother as frequently as I am able to now. I am blessed to see her because I live close to her and will schedule the time to make a visit. My grandmother is touched when I am able to help her and do her chores. However, this does not make her love me any more than she did before. I believe my grandmother loved me before I began to help her. The important thing to gather is that it has strengthened my relationship with her. I know that I do not have to do a single thing to earn her love. Although, I cannot help but do these things for her because I know that it shows her that I care and keeps our relationship alive. James 2:26 tells us, “As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.” If we want our faith to grow and our relationship with God to be healthy, we need to keep it going and bring it to life. I truly feel that this is what God yearns from us. He wants us to understand His indescribable love. How will you keep your faith from fading?

"Calm the Storm"

2009-07-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

Imagine you are riding in a small boat. Waves are tossing and turning around you. The boat rocks you up and down. Lightning strikes and heavy amounts of water come crashing into the boat. You are drenched. The waves do not seem to settle down. You panic and yell, “Please help me!” This is how the apostles felt when they were riding along the Sea of Galilee in a boat that experienced much turmoil along their journey.

I love to use guided imagery when I am studying scripture. When I use this technique, I close my eyes and try to visualize each verse from the passage. Finding imagery in Mark 4: 35-41 depicts how powerful and protective our Savior can be. To see his power, it is beneficial to compare the description of the sea with the description of Jesus. The sea is characterized as being “furious” and its “waves breaking over the boat (4:37).” Jesus is riding in this very boat. By judging his behavior, it is evident that he can conquer the storm. He is described as “sleeping on a cushion” in a boat that is swamped (4:38). Jesus has power over the storm, because he does not allow it to phase him. Furthermore, he actually calms it by his authority. After the apostles wake him, Jesus rises and says “Quiet! Be still (4:39)!” The apostles are left amazed.

As I visualize this passage, I am reminded that there is nothing on earth that Jesus has not conquered. He has overcome the world. Also, it inspires me to be strong and steady just like him in a scary situation. We may not have the power to calm nature, but we can learn from his example to be still in our own “storms.” In our world that currently seems to be filled with bad news, there are many opportunities to witness to others as we choose to stay calm.

I close my eyes and imagine myself holding onto Jesus in that rocky boat. He is soundly sleeping and his heart is at an even rate. He is not stirred or shaken. The closer we feel to Jesus, I think the closer we become to growing in his likeness. I want to have that part of him in my life. The part that calms me down and allows me to feel the power and love of Jesus no matter what surrounds me in life.

"Jealous God"

2009-07-14T10:58:00.000-07:00

My father, better known as “Daddy,” always encouraged me and invested his time in me. We have always been very close and rarely there is a day that goes by that I do not talk on the phone with him. Since he lives several hours away, it is important that I keep in contact. At times he wishes he could spend more time out here and I am sure he can get jealous when he hears about fun activities that are going on with me or the family. When I think about these times, it helps me to remember that my heavenly father is certainly a jealous God. “Jealous” in the context of our time and love.

God has created us for himself and to have us in relationship with him. When we allow time with Him to slip away from us, He naturally can become jealous. “You shall not make for yourself an idol in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I the LORD your God, am a jealous God (Exodus 20:4-5).” I think it is important to look at our parent child relationship with God. “Now we are children of God and what we will be has not yet been made known (1 John 3:2).” God hopes to spend time with us, because he is using every minute to form us into the creation He is planning us to be. It is really to our disadvantage when we feel that investing our time into things of the world will fulfill our needs.

My Dad is grateful that I have family, friends and hobbies that I enjoy. However, we both know that our relationship plays a big part in both of our lives. My Dad has instilled morals in me and has given me courage to believe that I am a confident and valuable person. This is the gift that God yearns to give us. He wants to mold us into His masterpiece. Remembering this, helps to remind me that spending time with Him should be a priority. I want to strive to have more than just a morning quiet time. I want to pray to Him throughout the day, wait in silence and always let Him know that I love Him.

He is my Father, He is my God. He deserves my time...He deserves ALL of me!

"Bad Knight, Good Knight"

2009-06-12T15:23:00.001-07:00

A group of children used their imaginations to brainstorm about something they could draw on their blank piece of white paper. A boy came up to my desk and asked if he could show me his drawing. He drew a knight with full armor and weapons in hand. I explained, “I really like this drawing, but I will have to ask you to take away his weapons because it is against the rules to draw them.” He understood and came back with a new drawing. He drew another knight with armor, but this time he had no weapons. Instead, he wrote the word “knowledge” at the top of the page. The boy told me that this was his weapon. He said, “This is a good knight.”

After seeing this knight dressed in armor, I could not help but think of the armor of God that we are called to put on as believers in Christ. Ephesians 6 tells us, “Therefore, put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. Take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God (v. 13-18).”

I think it is easy for us to use the illustration of the armor as a way to automatically cover ourselves up. We may fall into a trap if we focus just on the armor and feel we must be strong and brave at all times. I have gathered that focusing on what we want to cover up is just as important as the parts we use to cover them.

It is when we recognize our weakness that we can believe that there is something far greater that can strengthen us. When we are broken, we are longed to be mended. Paul provides a fitting example in 2 Corinthians chapter 12. “Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong (v. 9-10).”

If we are too quick to put on the armor without even recognizing why we need it, we may find ourselves pretending. I feel God wants us to recognize that we are nothing apart from Christ. It is then, that each piece of armor will make sense. We will know that we are replacing our weakness with something stronger.

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9).”

“The Second Shift”

2009-06-12T15:21:00.000-07:00

These days it is not uncommon for women to be very active in the workforce along with being an involved wife and loving mother. Sociologist Arlie Hochschild researched this cultural change and noted that women are taking on a “second shift.” This means that not only are women thriving in the workplace, they typically also remain keeping the duties of cleaning the house and caring for children. This is interesting to me, because women are taking responsibilities at work and then coming back home and completing all the responsibilities that will always be there to fulfill. In addition, men can experience their own “second shift.” It all depends on how much responsibility you are choosing to have. So, what does this mean? These are answers that are specific to the individual and will work out differently for everyone's personal situation. They are not meant to be judgments, but a unique choice for each person. However, there is a message here that applies to everyone, males and females. I feel we need to examine how much we are taking on in our lives. How much we are putting on our plate and what is really important to benefit our walk with God.

This reminds me of the story of Mary and Martha. In Luke Chapter 10, Jesus and his disciples arrive at the home of Martha and are welcomed in by her. Martha's sister Mary, who was also in the home, sat at the Lord's feet and listened to what he said (v.39). “But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, “Lord don't you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!” “Martha, Martha, the Lord answered, you are worried and upset about many things but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her (v. 40-42).”

Martha's intentions were nothing but of good intent. She is known for having a servant heart. I can identify with Martha at times when I often find myself saying yes to everyone who may ask for help, or volunteering my time when I know I do not have any more time to spare. Instead, I feel it is most valuable to me when I step back and ask God in what areas should I be serving and when and where should I do it. I feel Mary provides a good balance to Martha. She demonstrates the example of waiting and listening to the teachings of our Lord. I do not feel we need to look at this passage and believe that Martha had it all wrong. Her heart was in the right place, but it seems she was trying to accomplish too much at one time. When we look at the intentions of Martha along with the patience of Mary, I think it demonstrates a good balance and motivation to continue to work for the Lord. The work from God's timing and direction that He can provide.

I feel that throughout our lives we will always have this predicament with time. It is to our benefit when we keep assessing our lives and look to God's guidance. God yearns for our best and hopes that when we serve Him, we are genuine and are seeking Him wholeheartedly. “Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not men (Colossians 3:23).”

"Free From Enemies"

2009-05-22T11:37:00.000-07:00

One of the great pleasures of working with children is that I often find myself learning from them. I believe that studying and interacting with children has had a huge influence in my development as a believer. Jesus instructs us, “Unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven (Matthew 18:3).”

Recently, I have been intrigued by the way children handle conflict. I have been noticing that children can be easily upset. When things are taken away or when they do not get their way, they are so quick to verbalize their feelings. Some of my favorites are: “You're not my best friend anymore, I'm telling on you, and by far my favorite one is...”You're not coming to my birthday party!” These phrases are harsh and normally leave the child in tears. However, I have also noticed that children are quick to forgive. After a fight, a short period of time will pass, and suddenly it is as if the argument never happened. By some means it is resolved and children can go back to being best friends and be invited over to each other's houses all in the same day. Now we are left wondering...how do they do that?

Jesus encourages us to love our enemies. Matthew 8:44 tells us, “But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven.” It is easy to love those who love us. Jesus emphasizes that even tax collectors and pagans do that (v. 46). Thus, the challenge is to go beyond that and show love to those who have persecuted us.

By no means should we refrain from standing up for ourselves. It is written that “All scripture is God breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness
(2 Timothy 3:16).” Although, if we prevent ourselves from pouring out all forgiveness for those in our lives, we are missing out on the challenge. Understanding forgiveness is apart of our completion as a believer (Matthew 8:48). “For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins (Matthew 6:14-15).”

Two of the boys that I work with have been given labels by their peers. One is known as the “bad kid” and the other is known as the “slow kid.” The “bad kid” has used so many hurtful words to the “slow kid;” phrases that have damaged his self-esteem and has made it difficult for him to learn. However, one day, I witnessed the “slow kid” come up to the “bad kid” and help him with an assignment. He offered up his forgiveness and helped him complete his work. There were no negative words or reminders about the past. The two children played together for the rest of the day. This is freedom. A freedom from enemies. The freedom to forgive.

"Hear the Silence"

2009-05-07T12:55:00.000-07:00

During a prayer meeting, our group decided to explore the practice of training ourselves to be silent. We all failed in the past on our own, but we decided to use our time as a group to experiment with using an opportunity to be still before the LORD. We wanted to see how this would strengthen our prayers and our connection as a group. Silence is important, because there is so much that can be revealed in that time. “Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in all the earth (Psalm 46:10).”

We dimmed the lights, closed our eyes and became silent. Few words were spoken in prayer. I became very aware of my senses. I listened to the cars outside, which made me think of all the people we come in contact with on a daily basis. People who could hear the Word. I also saw a lot of imagery. It is very appropriate to visualize verses in the Bible. When I was silent, I was able to see an image with Psalm 61:1-4, “Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings.” I could visualize being cradled by my Creator. I often try to feel this, and when we were silent, this image became more apparent to me.

As we were silent, my mind surprisingly did not wander. In the past when I have tried this, my mind would jump to things I had to do that day or fixate on pointless worries. This time was different, and I feel very strongly that power lies in numbers. Being united in a group, created a support to help us individually seek the silence. This allowed our group to find a more personal meaning to the verse, “For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them (Matthew 18:20).”

As I drove home that night, I felt renewed. I reached for the radio to turn up the volume in the car, but instead I ended up turning it off. I decided to drive home in silence, because I wanted to carry on that beautiful feeling that we had just experienced. Practicing silence can be a challenge, but using the support from others can make it attainable and easier to accomplish on our own. “Let all the earth be silent before him (Habakkuk 2:20).”

"Beat the Self-Defeat"

2009-04-27T21:19:00.001-07:00

I have the pleasure of working with a boy who is labeled as anxious and socially withdrawn. He gets angered easily and usually has no desire to socialize with his peers. The boy would rather kick a ball alone than play a game with other children. Sometimes one can say something to him that is taken the wrong way, resulting with an inability to regulate his emotions. However, one day, I witnessed him conquer those labels that often hold him back. He asked if he could read a story aloud. He did not panic or give up. The boy stood in front of all his peers and confidently read an entire book.

This inspires me to focus on the passage from Romans 8, “In all these things we are more than conquerers through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus (v. 37-39).”

What are the labels that hold us back? As imperfect people, we tend to focus on our flaws and play the sympathy game. People call themselves awful names and cut themselves down until they loose all confidence. We have a way of listening to thoughts in the back of our mind that tell us we are not good enough. God knows that we will fall into this trap and wants us to be protected from the negative cycle that we get ourselves into. Romans 8:28 states, “ And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. What then shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us (v. 31)?” We are not meant to be ruled by our emotions, but be able to conquer and overcome them because God is on our side.

You may be wondering if I believe that God's spirit was working through this little boy. I don't know that for certain. However, I do believe that witnessing this interaction allowed me to be reminded of the power of God's love, and the confidence that He has in us. The confidence that encourages us to conquer any challenge that we are given in this lifetime. I am reminded of the promise of God's unconditional love and support that is freely given to His children.

"The Secret"

2009-04-20T14:56:00.000-07:00

A prisoner ministered to a proselyte of Judaism which brought her to conversion along with the rest of her household. He also helped out a slave girl. His ministry caused him time with the magistrates where he was beaten with rods and taken to prison. This prisoner was known as the Apostle Paul. Everything was at stake for him. Paul was preaching a religion that was considered illegal to the Romans, and he was sent to jail because of it. However, Paul is the ideal example of finding contentment regardless of the situation.

There is a psychological principle known as cognitive behavioral thinking. It states that one can change the way they behave if they change their thinking pattern. This is seen in biblical context, especially when Paul instructs us to accept our circumstances.

Philippians 4 states, “ I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength (v. 12-13).” When Paul was sent to prison, it would be easy to think that his ministry would be over. However, Paul uses his mind and behavior to continue to glorify God.

Many of us have been placed in situations where it is hard to minister to others. Some of us have family members that do not want to hear the gospel. Others have work environments that are not conducive to sharing the message. Despite these circumstances, Paul has urged us that we can still minister to others through our mind and actions.

Romans 12:2 explains, “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good and pleasing and perfect will.” If we learn to put our mind over the matter, we will grasp “the secret.” Just because we may be in a difficult circumstance or a situation where we are not allowed to share our faith, our behavior can still show our belief. I can't help but hear the words to the chorus, “They'll know we are Christians by our love, by our love. Yes they'll know we are Christians by our love.”When we place our mind over the obstacle, our behavior becomes our voice. The voice that shows others the love of Christ.

"Empty Your Tomb"

2009-04-10T12:33:00.001-07:00

We entered the chapel behind the sanctuary which was transformed into the empty tomb. Walls resembling stone surrounded us and white linens remained with a bright light cascading upon them. I approached the communion table that was placed inside, and shed a tear as I took the emblems. Our congregation had the privilege of experiencing a visual reenactment after Jesus rose from the dead.

“But when they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had been rolled away. As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side and they were alarmed. Don't be alarmed, he said. You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen (Mark 16:4-6)!”

When Jesus died on the cross and rose from the dead, he had his life on earth taken away. When I looked at the white linens that were used in the tomb, it made me think of what he left. Jesus, the Messiah, had many things taken away from him. He left his friends (the disciples), the people he had healed, and those who he ministered. However, Christ emptied himself to follow his father's plan. This places even more significance on his teaching: “If anyone come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it (Mark 8:34-35).”

As I reminisce about this Easter service, I realize that three years have past. Things seem to be worse than they were then. I have never experienced a time in my life where I have heard so much about families struggling, having fear for our jobs, and worried about peace among nations. It forces me to think about how my life changes from year to year and to recognize the things that are taken away. It also allows me to realize how God has worked in those situations. What have you lost in your lifetime? What has been taken away from you that has left you confused or heartbroken? Remember that Jesus had his life taken from him, but received the ultimate blessing in return. As believers we are urged to remain encouraged. “ And we know that God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28).”

"Call Me a Friend"

2009-03-23T21:21:00.001-07:00

“What a friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear! What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer (What a Friend We Have in Jesus Hymn #279).”

Our oldest and closest friends are the sweet treasures of life. Mine goes back to eight years of age. We did what all friends should do: had sleepovers, dressed alike, played games, and talked on the phone until our parents told us to hang up.

Peer relationships are said to have as much, or in some stages of life, more influence than family or any other type of relationship. Jesus serves many roles to us as believers. An important and intimate role he plays, is a close friend. He proclaims, “I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends (John 15:15).”

Through friendships, you have each other to experience similar joys and trials. We essentially have someone to walk through this scary world called life. Jesus yearns for us to seek his counsel. He has experienced hardship and temptation, like we do on a daily basis. “Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way just as we are- yet without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need (Hebrews 4:14-16).” There is no better life to emulate. Friends often act the same and make similar choices. Jesus hopes that we will live by his example.

At the beginning of my adult life, my family was presented with a challenge. I remember talking to my best friend on the phone, and she offered to come and comfort me when it was very late into the night. I have never felt more love from a friend in my entire life. This is beyond friendship. This reminds me of the type of relationship that our Savior and friend has laid before us. Jesus has offered his love. He has offered his guidance. “Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends (John 15:13).”

"Walk this Way"

2009-03-23T21:18:00.000-07:00

When I was growing up, my mom used to walk me to school every morning and pick me up in the afternoon. I only lived a block away from my elementary school, but when I was young it was a scary thing to walk to class on my own. By myself I could have encountered “stranger danger.” Or, I could have been tempted to walk in the street or be tardy for class. My mom knew of all these things, so she faithfully walked me to school until she knew I was ready to walk alone.

We often hear people use the phrase, “God will not give us anything we can't handle.” This is referring to the encouraging passage in 1 Corinthians 10:13 which states, “No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.” It is probably safe to say that many of us have faced trials in our lives that have seemed overwhelming. We have questioned God if this is something that we are supposed to be able to handle.

Jesus also struggled with temptation and he sought God's guidance as a way to stand up to it. Luke 22 depicts Jesus at the Mount of Olives with his disciples. He instructed them, “Pray that you will not fall into temptation (Luke 22:40).” Jesus demonstrates the example of what we should do so we do not fall. He knelt down and prayed, “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will but yours be done. An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him. And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground (Luke 22:43-44).”

When I think about the memory of my mother walking me to school, I see the illustration of God's protection. He holds our hand as we walk this scary world, but yearns to see the day when we are able to stand up to it on our own. When I walked alone to school, I was able to meet the challenge because my mother had guided me. Just as prayer is God's guidance. What trial can you earnestly pray about, so God can strengthen you and watch you stand up to it?

"Deserving Discipline"

2009-03-15T14:15:00.000-07:00

Sitting in a corner, loosing our favorite toy, being grounded and having a curfew. These are familiar stages of the “dreaded discipline” that many of us experienced as a child. It is what we grew up with, and it is what we did not always seem to understand.

However, some children do not have the privilege of receiving discipline. Permissive parenting happens to many children, and the effects are damaging. Inconsistent rules, neglect, enabling behaviors and even abuse are taking place at this very moment. Unfortunately, these children typically grow up with no concept of authority and no appreciation for rules or boundaries.

When we receive discipline, it means that someone wants to invest their time into us for our own good. Our Heavenly Father, the Holy and Mighty One, has created an intimate parent-child relationship from the beginning of time. “My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and He punishes everyone He accepts as a son (Hebrews 12: 5-6).” The LORD wants to discipline His children, because He will not let us be neglected. He will not be disengaged. Our Father wants to shield us from the world and provide us with the love and knowledge to make good choices that will better our lives.

It is heart breaking to see children that are wrapped in confusion. They fend for themselves and do not know the difference between right and wrong. They have not grasped that correction can come from compassion. God does not want us to experience this inconsistency. He has said, “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).”

“No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it (Hebrews 12:11).” How does it make you feel to know that our great big God takes time each day to mold us into His precious creation? How does He correct you? How does He show His love to you on a daily basis? Believe in your heart that you deserve His discipline.

"Build it Up"

2009-02-23T14:49:00.000-08:00

Numbers are big, scary and have always had the power to overtake me in a way that gives me the creeps! At least that was how I felt when I was eleven years old. I was in the fifth grade, and my teacher gave out an assignment that involved writing out all the multiples of the numbers one through twenty. She gave us a sheet of graph paper and told us to bring it in the next day.

I was confused with how I would possibly be able to finish this assignment on my own. Luckily, my older brother has always been advanced in math. He offered to help me finish it. My brother did not focus on my fear of numbers, but on the fun that we would have working together on a project. He encouraged me with my persistence, and told me that I could complete it. Ephesians 4:29 explains, “Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. My brother could have refused to help me. Or worse, criticized me for not understanding the assignment. However, he made me feel like a hard worker for sticking with the challenge.

When he guided me through the assignment, I did not become an expert in math. In fact, I have accepted that I will probably never become one. However, I gained valuable skills while I received his teaching. I understood patience as I dealt with a very scary thing for me. “We have different gifts according to the grace given us (Romans 12:6).” So, it is normal to have difficulty in the areas that we are not gifted. As believers, we will not possess every spiritual gift (Romans 12: 6-8). Although, we are called to understand the different facets of the Spirit, in which we live. Galatians 5:22 states, “ But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.”

With my brother's help, I listed all the multiples up to the number twenty. He told me that he believed we could go further and write out all the multiples up to the number ninety-nine, which would fill up the entire sheet of graph paper. His encouragement, along with my persistence, allowed me to go beyond the expectation of the assignment. What is your struggle? Have you accepted your need in this area? Which fruit can be fulfilled? I realize now that it is okay if I am not an expert in math, but am thankful that I gained the fruit of patience through my challenge.

"His First Love"

2009-02-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

Every year on the Sunday before Valentine's Day, my Grammy Huffer would take out a little box from her purse that was filled with candy conversation hearts. The little ones that come in various colors, and have words written on them. I loved to read all the different phrases that were on the hearts. These were a special treat that she gave me, that grew into a tradition. It was a gesture that made me feel appreciated. This was a gift of love.

Likewise, God has a heart for us that overflows with unconditional love. He has chosen to give us the greatest expression of love that is absolutely immeasurable. “This is how God showed His love among us: He sent His one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins (1 John 4: 9-10).”

Even though we know this, it still seems inevitable to focus on the individuals who have difficulty accepting us. It is natural to feel rejected, persecuted, and struck down. However, the key to overcoming this is through love. “No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us (1 John 4:12).” Loving others allows them to experience God's love and to better understand it ourselves.

I loved my Grammy very much, because she first loved me. This is how God loves us. He first loved us as His children. What words do you think God has written on your heart? Maybe it reads... accepted, chosen, creation, masterpiece, bold, forgiven. God will always have something to put on our heart. Remember this: “God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him (1 John 4:16).” Go ahead and take a look. What does your heart say?

"The White Rose"

2009-01-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

It was a bright and sunny June day. I stood in front of the congregation along with the other graduates. The elders gave us two roses. One was yellow and one was white. They told us to keep the yellow one and give the white rose to someone who has helped us throughout our lives. The elders instructed us to do this, because they wanted us to acknowledge the power of an influence.

1 Timothy 4:11 creates an ideal example. The Apostle Paul mentored Timothy in order to further his ministry. Paul felt led to instruct Timothy with meaningful exhortation. “Command and teach these things. Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.” Paul did not want age or other obstacles to impede Timothy's progress. He believed in him, and knew that Timothy could be successful in his ministry.

Paul passed on his wisdom to Timothy, because he wanted it to benefit the body of Christ. “I am writing you these instructions so that, if I am delayed, you will know how people should conduct themselves in God's household, which is the church of the living God, the pillar and foundation of truth (1 Timothy 3:14-16).” Paul encouraged Timothy to use his gifts, because his teaching would benefit himself and those who would come after him.

I held my white rose and walked down the aisle. I approached my elementary Sunday school teacher who is also the mother of my best friend. I gave her my rose. Tearing up she asked, “You're giving me your rose?” I said, “Of course. You helped raise me.” A teacher, mentor, supporter and encourager.

Who is your Timothy? Have someone in mind that you can share your wisdom and encourage to carry on your legacy. I want to cherish the knowledge I have been given, and pass it on to the next generation.

"The Soda Effect"

2009-01-22T13:43:00.000-08:00

A fellow social worker introduced the phrase, “The Soda Effect.” All of us are like a bottle of soda. Pick any kind you would like to be. We all have times that we are shaken up and tossed around, which can ruin our attitude. If our fizz overwhelms us, we can create a mess which is difficult to recover.

We come in contact with circumstances, which create a challenge to regulate our emotions. Someone says the wrong thing to us at the wrong time, stress piles up, and there is never enough time in one day. Everyone is bound to get shaken at some point, but how do we stand firm without letting our stress overcome us?

Jesus overcame the greatest circumstance imaginable; death on a cross. Matthew 27 depicts the mockery of Jesus as he approached the crucifixion. “They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They put a staff in his right hand and knelt in front of him and mocked him. Hail king of the Jews! They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again (v. 28-30).”

Notice that Jesus did not fight back to the hatred that he received. Rather, he withstood the mockery. He took control of his emotions by keeping the bigger picture in mind. Jesus knew that he would be taken to die, and that it was part of a greater plan for him to be raised on the third day (Matthew 20:19). He held onto his hope.

Despite the circumstances of our lives, we will always have a reason to press on. “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see (Hebrews 11:1).” Stress overcomes us. We start to fizz and feel we are going to explode. It is easy to miss what lies ahead. However, when we keep our eyes focused on our hope, we will be reminded of what is in store for us. “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him
(1 Corinthians 2:9).”

"To Serve and be Served" by: Kara Taylor and Keith Huffer

2009-01-14T08:22:00.000-08:00

After Christmas this year, my husband and I traveled to California to visit family members. Little did we know that we would meet a homeless man who would teach us a valuable lesson. The man sought shelter off a busy street in Los Angeles after dark in an unlit alcove which could deflect the cold wind. He was lying on his side crunched up from the chill, covered by a thin blanket that barely disguised his body from passing cars. He was willing to sleep there, exposed to strangers who might happen to walk by at all hours of the night, and then leave at sunrise before the business owner would arrive.

We felt bad for the man, but walked into the warm house. Our family sat down to a homemade turkey soup dinner, which hit the spot on a cold winter day. However, we could not stop thinking about the man that was outside. My husband asked, “Should we take him something?” My dad, taking initiative, found a plastic bowl and filled it with a generous portion of soup. We were hesitant, but went outside to offer it to the man along with a warm blanket. The man was embarrassed. He hid his face and kept shaking his head. We insisted upon our gesture and left the bowl by his side, and covered him with the blanket. He appeared to be grateful, revealing only his eyes.

As we walked back to the house, I realized that it is difficult to accept someone's service. We have always been encouraged to “Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men (Ephesians 6:7).” This is true, but it is also important to receive someone else's service. Often times, I find myself telling others, “Oh you don't have to do that for me...I will do it....I don't want you to go to the trouble.” Sound familiar?

When we turn down someone's service, we are not respecting ourselves or others. Allowing someone to serve you, encourages them to experience the work of Jesus. Moreover, accepting someone's service enables you to care for yourself.

Take note of the frequently quoted verse, “Love your neighbor as yourself (Leviticus 19:18).” When it's broken apart, you can see “love yourself.” This means that it is important to be attentive to ourselves, so we can better serve and love others.

When I approached the homeless man, I thought I would be scared and have nothing in common with him. I was wrong. I identified with him. It is easy to feel uncomfortable with someone serving us. However, we should confidently accept someone's offer with gratitude. All of us are working toward a common goal.“It is the Lord Christ you are serving (Colossians 3:24).”

"What's in Your Kitchen Sink?"

2009-01-06T14:00:00.000-08:00

One of the many things that I admire about my husband is that he is a very clean person. He stays on top of cleaning the house, and especially the kitchen. Looking at the bottom of a clean, shiny sink is always a good feeling. This encourages me to clean the dishes right away rather than putting them off. Discussing this makes me think of the term, “kitchen sink communication.” Individuals will store up all their emotions (just like dirty dishes in a sink) and pile it on someone all at once. I'm sure we have all caught ourselves doing this at one time or another. People could wait days, months or even years to disclose information. However, it is better to refrain from this, and release our emotions in the moment to express how we are feeling. Just as it is better to do the dishes, instead of waiting for them to clean themselves.

I find that it is easy to “kitchen sink communicate” with God. Often times, we wait and wait until we are ashamed of our behavior or sin to come and confess to Him.“ I confess my iniquity; I am troubled by my sin (Psalm 38:18).” We release it all at once, and find ourselves feeling somewhat better. Although, what does this do to our relationship with God?

When we procrastinate with expressing our emotions to God, we miss out on the spiritual healing that He wants us to experience in that point in time. James 5 instructs us to “confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.” It is inevitable that we will sin. I John 1:8-10 states, “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and the word has no place in our lives.”

Our Father knows we will sin, but how we handle it is our choice. Confession should not evoke feelings of guilt, obligation or routine. Rather, it can be seen as a positive way to communicate with God and maintain a healthy relationship.

Waiting Room

2008-12-23T12:29:00.000-08:00

It was a Sunday morning in November, and my husband and I were on our way to pick up my grandmother for church. I knocked on her door and heard her say that she was unable to answer it. I called for one of the nurses at the residential facility, and asked them to open her door. I found my grandma lying up against the wall. She looked injured, and evidently, I had arrived just in time.

Grandma explained that she suddenly fell as she was getting ready to meet me. The nurse indicated that someone needed to take her to the emergency room. Without hesitating, I told her that I would insist on getting her there. She remarked, “The LORD sent you at the right time to come and help me.” This was yet another instance in my life when God chose to reveal his impeccable timing that cannot be mistaken.“He has made everything beautiful in its time (Ecclesiastes 3:11).”

My husband and I helped her into our car, and we headed off to the hospital. When we arrived, we sat in the waiting room as we listened for her name to be called. I was amazed at how courageous she was at that moment. My grandma is a small woman; petite in height and stature. However, that has nothing to do with the size of her faith. As she sat in that waiting room, she displayed the meaning of the “mustard seed.” Like a small mustard seed, her faith was able to move mountains (Matthew 17:20). A mustard tree can grow anywhere and not be affected or altered by its surroundings. That is why Jesus proclaims, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, move from here to there and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you (Matthew 17:20-21).” This was the attitude that my grandma displayed that day. She was in an emergency room, but she still grounded herself in faith. She was not altered by fear or anxiety.

My grandma's name was called, and she was instructed to go through a series of tests to see if there was any damage from the fall. After she went through a CAT scan and X-ray, she came back to her room and talked with me. She explained, “We never know what will happen to us throughout the day, but we do know that God will always be there with a way to help us.” I still admired that she was not upset about falling or having to spend the day in the hospital. Rather, she was grateful that the LORD had planned for me to find her at that given moment when she needed assistance.

Three days passed and she was able to return home. The doctors found no concerns from the fall, so she must have lost her balance. It was difficult to see her in pain, but I was so grateful to be apart of the day when I witnessed my grandma's extraordinary faith. After that day, I can say that the occurrence transformed me into a stronger believer. I am not as easily triggered by anxious or troubled emotions. I am not concerned about tragic events happening in my life, because I realize that God will have someone or something planned to assist me in time of need.

Our time in that waiting room strengthened my relationship with my grandma. More than ever, I see her as a powerful follower of Christ who will follow him all the days of her life. I make an extra effort to visit and spend time with her. I am touched that the LORD uses our time together as a way for me to become closer to Him and grow into the woman He continues to create me to be.

Wash Me Clean

2008-12-23T12:22:00.000-08:00

My grandfather, better known as Grandy, saved a little glass jar filled with water from the Jordan river. He had high hopes that one day he would be able to use it to baptize me. On July 6th, 1995, his intention became a reality. He poured the water from the Jordan river into the baptistery and gave me a blessing that will never be forgotten.

Baptism symbolizes the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus and ourselves along with our growth in the likeness of Christ. “ I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this (John 11: 5)?” Baptism means that we will be able to die to ourselves in this life, and be resurrected from the dead. Jesus proclaims, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it (Luke 9:23-24).” We are given the invitation to rid ourselves of the identity of this world and clothe ourselves in Christ.

Jesus chose to be baptized because he believed “it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness (Matthew 3:15).” Furthermore, Jesus wanted to fulfill his father's commands. “As soon as Jesus was baptized, he went up out of the water. At that moment heaven was opened, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and lighting on him. And a voice from the heaven said, this is my son whom I love, with him I am well pleased (Matthew 3:16-17).”

My Grandy was overjoyed when he was able to baptize me. However, how much more was my Heavenly Father pleased with me? When we choose to give our lives to Christ, we are accepting the plan that our Father laid out for us. Baptism is a choice that you are able to accept. The offer is always open. Are you willingly to accept the invitation?

Young, Obedient Mary

2008-12-08T16:25:00.000-08:00

A young teenage girl was greeted by the angel Gabriel, and was told she was favored by the LORD. She was informed that she would be with child. In shock, the girl was confused and in disbelief. An unexpected greeting resulted in a life altering event. This is the story of Mary.

The young girl was baffled because she had not known a man. The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you, so the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God (Luke 1:35).” Still speechless, Gabriel reassured Mary and mentioned that her cousin Elizabeth was able to have a child in her old age, when she thought it was not possible. Thus, he encouraged Mary that she would be able to give birth at a young age despite her confusion (v.36). “Nothing is impossible with God (Luke 1:37).”

What thoughts and fears were running through this young girl's mind? Understandably, she could have been swayed by people's opinions. However, there is no mention of Mary battling over this decision. Instead, she displayed loyalty. “I am the LORD's servant, may it be to me as you have said (Luke 1:38).”

Simultaneously, Mary was presented with a challenge and a blessing. How often do we question a trial when we are in favor with the LORD? It is easy to wonder why we must go through a challenge when we yearn for blessings. However, Mary was certain that the LORD had good things in store for her.

“My soul glorifies the LORD and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior (Luke 1:47).” Mary did not allow the obscurity of the situation to inhibit her as a servant. How many times are we discouraged by our age, circumstance or other people's remarks when we are serving the LORD? I would say I am a fairly compassionate person, but with that comes sensitivity. However, I strive to listen to what God wants from me rather than pleasing people. How can you demonstrate your loyalty toward God? Mary is the epitome of obedience. “For He has been mindful of the humble state of his servant. From now on all generations will call me blessed, for the Mighty One has done great things for me- holy is His name (Luke 1:48-49).”

More is not Merrier

2008-11-30T16:14:00.000-08:00

On Black Friday, I read a headline which stated, “Employee dies after being knocked down by shoppers.” I was astonished. What is this season turning into? Acquiring a large amount of gifts is not necessarily a goal that has to be achieved. On the first Christmas, the quality of gifts was valued over the quantity.

Matthew 2 describes the Magi's journey to find baby Jesus. The scripture does not reference numerous gifts that each of the kings had. Rather, it mentions three gifts that were significant in nature. Gold, Frankincense and myrrh were intended for Jesus (v.11). Gold is durable and everlasting. It is lustrous and a beautiful yellow in its color. Frankincense is a whitish resin that is known for its distinct aroma. Myrrh is a reddish-brown resin which has a powerful scent that is known to cover foul odors. It can also be used for antibiotic healing purposes.

Notice that the Magi were not fixated on their gifts. They were focused on searching for the bright light, which was the purpose of their journey. The Magi were instructed to “Go and make a careful search for the child (Matthew 2:8).” They did not frantically rush to find the king, but reverently sought the star. Finally, the light stopped over the child, and the Magi found the king (v.9). “When they saw the star, they were overjoyed (Matthew 2:10).”

How would the story have been different if they were focused on the gifts rather than finding the star? The purpose of their search would have taken a different meaning. They chose to seek the light that brought them to our Savior; the “wonderful counselor” and “prince of peace (Isaiah 9:6).”

Thankful Power

2008-11-21T15:31:00.000-08:00

Sociologist William Isaac Thomas stated that “If men define situations as real, they are real in their consequences.” This statement is better known as a “self-fulfilling prophecy.” According to this principle, individuals can determine how they view a situation. Even though we do not have control over what may happen to us, we have the power to choose how we will react to it.

Recently, I have focused on changing my attitude in circumstances that are difficult. Specifically, I have tried to think of what I am thankful for in that situation in order to diminish any negativity. Cultivating thankfulness is important, because we are called to recognize it at all times. 1 Thessalonians 5:18 states, “Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.”

Being thankful in all situations is a challenge, because it is not a natural response. Negativity can easily take hold of us, and eradicate our sense of graciousness. When negative emotions arise, we should examine them. “Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him (Psalm 42:11).” In difficult situations, we can alter our mindset in order to find the blessings that are already present.

To make this commitment a reality, prayer is a necessary element. “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7).” Eliminating negative feelings is impossible, but finding a healthy release for them is attainable. We are given an invitation to present our difficult emotions to God in exchange for peace and thankfulness.

Healing Wounds

2008-11-17T20:59:00.000-08:00

I have a friend who is ninety-two years young. On one occasion, he took a bad fall and bruised almost his entire left arm. He came to church with a bulky bandage and was in a lot of pain. I was concerned for my friend, and told him to call me if he needed help with anything. Sure enough, later that evening I received his call. He asked, “Can you come over and help me change my bandage?” The girl inside of me took over, and honestly, I was grossed out. Indecisively, I located some sterile gloves and headed to his house.

I found him sitting in his favorite chair, holding his arm in pain. He explained that it would be a challenge to remove the bandage. Likewise, I was thinking the same thing. I knew that if I was going to help him, it would not be on my own. I remembered the verse, “ If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Christ Jesus
(1 Peter 4:11).”

I relied on God's strength to help me care for someone who was injured. As I carefully discarded the bandage, numerous wounds were exposed. I saw each cut and bruise that surfaced his arm. Rather than feeling a sense of hesitancy, I couldn't help but think of Jesus. My friend's injury reminded me of the many wounds that Jesus withstood for our sins. “He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds we have been healed (1 Peter 2:24).”

I gently applied ointment to the wounds. Together, we wrapped fresh gauze and bandage on his arm. These very wounds forced me to visualize the sacrifice that our Savior made for us. The apostle Paul writes in 1 Timothy 1:15, “Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners-of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe in him and have eternal life.” Despite my reluctance to serve a friend in need, I was given an opportunity to remember the cross. Sometimes it is the little things in life that remind us of the enormous sacrifice that Jesus made for the remission of our sins; that we might experience everlasting life!

The Transformed Child

2008-11-12T12:20:00.000-08:00

The Encyclopedia of Immaturity: How To Never Grow Up states, “Breathe on the bowl of a spoon, so it gets a little foggy. Lean your head way back and press the spoon on the bridge of your nose. Very slowly, bring your head down and make sure other people are watching (Cassidy 2007).” I reluctantly tried this exercise, and laughed hysterically when I failed.

It amazes me how easy it is to loose the inner child inside of us. Throughout life we focus on finding answers to questions; such as, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” “How much money will you make?” “When will you get married?” “How many children will you have?” These questions tend to surface our mind and surround us from individuals within our lives. It is concerning that we focus on mastering adulthood more than mastering childhood. Transforming ourselves into the children God intends for us to be is a lifelong process that deserves great attention.

Jesus proclaims “I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven (Matthew 18:3-4).” Children are amazing to watch. They do not know what will happen to them that day, week or even month. They embody humility, not control.

It's easy to feel that we will gain a sense of mastery when our career is successful and we have accomplished our goals. These things are healthy to strive for in life, but not necessarily what defines us. Thus, we should ask ourselves how that will advance the kingdom. If it has no place in the kingdom, then we should refrain from claiming that as our completion. John 15:10 explains that, “If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.” Finding completion is through God's love, which comes in abundance when we approach Him as His children.

If we are focused on preparing for the kingdom, then shouldn't we be preparing to live like a child? Ask yourself what you can do to help master your childhood. What a privilege we have to be known as children of God! “ How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God. And that is what we are (1 John 3:1).”

Wash . . . Rinse . . . Repeat

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My husband and I are still considered newlyweds, and are enjoying the experience. It has been an eye opener to learn to live with a male. I am still amazed at the difference in time that it takes us to get ready in the morning. He is showered and ready to go in no more than twenty minutes. With me, well, it takes a lot longer than that. We both have our morning routines, and have adjusted to the time that it takes for each one. However, there is a morning ritual that does not involve soap, shampoo or deodorant. It is a daily ritual that is spiritual, and needs to happen on a consistent basis.

During a Sunday message, the phrase “dying to ourselves daily” stuck in my mind. We were focusing on the verse from Luke 9:23 which says, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.” I kept focusing on that word “daily” and realized how easy it is to miss the meaning. After we dedicate ourselves to Christ, it is easy to think that we are set for life and all of our problems will be solved. Since life surrounds us with challenges, it is not that easy. It hit me that I needed to take this ritual to another level.

Christ wants us to take up his cross, so we can gain his life through us. “For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. (Luke 9: 24-25)?” Our relationship with Christ needs to go beyond Sunday morning and whenever we happen to open our Bibles. Why not go deeper? Our relationship needs to be renewed every day.

I feel led to explore this instruction of taking up his cross daily. Experts say that it takes twenty-one days to form a habit. So, I have decided to use these days to create a ritual of dying to myself daily. I invite you to accept the challenge along with me. You may read this and think that it sounds good and you should do it. But why not actually try to experience it, and see what blessings are in store? Create a routine that allows you to make a commitment. Perhaps you want to include this in your morning prayer, write in a journal or mark it on your calendar for each day. Whichever you choose, make sure to do this everyday, and be ready to follow him.

Christ wants us to find hope from the ways of this world. If you are dissatisfied with your life, then you are ready to take this challenge. Be ready to surrender the trials and hardships of your life. “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come (2 Corinthians 5:17)! What will your routine look like tomorrow? How will you incorporate your submission? Experience the challenge to die to yourself and surrender to Christ, which transforms our commitment each day of our lives.

Myriad of Stains

2008-11-08T20:15:00.001-08:00

It was the first Sunday in October, which meant it was a communion service. As music played during the meditation time, I gazed up at the stained glass window that read, “I am the way, the truth and the life.” I focused on the many colors that were in the glass, and realized that each piece was so different. More importantly, I noticed that each piece had to have been broken in order to create this beautiful, finished work of art.

The blessing was made upon the bread, and I thought of Christ’s death as I held that broken piece of his body in my hand. “ For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, and through him to reconcile to himself all things whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross (1 Corinthians 1:19-20).” As I focused on the bread, I realized that Christ’s death and submission to his Father became the most necessary act that would allow us to become whole. He was willingly to be broken, in order to find completion.

Broken pieces of our lives can be so confusing. Why do we become so discouraged when we experience these trials? It’s natural to feel this way, because we don’t know the finished product. “The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).” God is close to us when we are broken, because he is ready to restore our souls.

“The Lord Jesus, on the night he was betrayed, took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, “This is my body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of me

(1 Corinthians 11:24).” We engaged in partaking the bread, and experienced Christ’s fullness.

Perhaps we wouldn’t be so discouraged if we knew that our brokenness would be used to create something beautiful in its completion.

What will become of your brokenness? What could be made of it? How will the end result look? “Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

Sweet Smell of Forgiveness

2008-11-08T20:14:00.001-08:00

I have been attending the same church since I was eight years old, so it wouldn’t be necessary for me to show up one Sunday wearing a name tag. On the other hand, I have some friends that attend a very large congregation and are used to the routine of wearing one. It is a clear way to get to know one another. Although, if someone wrote on his name tag “Hello my name is…desperate;” I don’t think it would attract the right attention. However, the truth is that this is the exact state that Jesus wants us to reach.

In Luke 7, Jesus is dining with a Pharisee when a sinful woman interrupts them. She is caring an alabaster jar of perfume and weeping. The woman “began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them (Luke 7:38).” This woman barged in, unannounced, to show her desperate need for Jesus. She kissed the dirtiest part of his body, and didn’t seem to mind. She let down her hair, which should have been covered, and used it to wipe her tears. She poured perfume to create an aroma of adoration. This woman did not let herself or her sin get in the way of her love for Jesus. “People who are desperate for spirituality very seldom worry about the mess they make on their way to be with Jesus-Michael Yaconelli.”

Jesus proclaimed, “Therefore I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven-for she loved much. But he who has been forgiven little loves little (Luke 7: 47).” Jesus chose to focus on her love rather than her sin. He did not tell the woman that she needed to wait to be forgiven, or that she needed to earn it. She was forgiven at that very moment.

“If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives (1 John 1:8-10).” It is inevitable that we will sin in this world, but how will we deal with it? We need to confess our sin, and have faith that Jesus will forgive.

This woman’s desperation led her to recognize the fullness of the love of Jesus. Ask yourself what you would do in order to receive this? Desperation should not equate with sadness or solitude, but as a means to experience the sweet forgiveness and love of our Savior.

A Courageous Conversation

2008-11-08T20:12:00.001-08:00

gazed out the window and smelled every flower that was in bloom. It was clear that spring was in the air. My husband and I were on our way to participate in the water bottle ministry, which would take place in front of our church. Numerous water bottles had been prepared with labels that read, “Whoever drinks this water I give him will never thirst (John 4:14).” Our mission was to bravely distribute as many bottles as we could and hope that the message would make an impact.

Jesus depicts courage in his encounter with a Samaritan woman when he asks her for a drink. This conversation was unheard of, considering it was unacceptable for Jews to speak to Samaritans. Jesus was exhausted from his travels to Galilee, but he found an opportunity to speak to a woman who would be forever changed by a single conversation.

The Samaritan woman said to him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan, how can you ask me for a drink? For Jews do not associate with Samaritans. Jesus answered her, If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water (John 4:9-10).”

Jesus took a risk to speak to this woman by breaking down social boundaries. How many times do we dismiss conversation when we are worn out, tired and do not have the time? Jesus took the time to have a courageous conversation despite his physical state and cultural norm, which would otherwise prohibit such interaction. “Jesus answered, everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life (John 4: 13-14).” Jesus initiated this conversation, because he had an opportunity to share the truth. “Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. God is spirit and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth (John 4:22-24).”

Our water bottle ministry prepared us to converse with individuals about the truth. However, what will we do when there is no preparation? How will we approach a courageous conversation by ourselves? It can be difficult to find such interactions in our fast pace world. However, when we look for the opportunity, we should ask ourselves… are we ready to be courageous?

A Joint Heir with Jesus

2008-11-08T20:11:00.001-08:00

More than ever before, developmentalists are having a difficult time defining the word “family.” It is a challenge, because there are so many different kinds of families. Children live with biological parents, grandparents, uncles, aunts, foster parents or even in a shelter. Despite the struggle to reach a consensus, family resonates a certain culture within all of us. A culture that should encourage us what is acceptable and unacceptable. A culture that is stable and predictable.

Families can often be identified by unspoken rules. Some of us are notorious for being the family that has assigned seats at the dinner table and a special designated recliner for dad in the family room. This culture affirms that we have a sense of belonging. However, there is a membership that is greater than our own family; it’s a place in the family of God. “For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love, he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will-to the praise and glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves (Ephesians 1:4-6).”

People can recognize a family when they see one. They live in the same house, ride in the same car and eat the same meals. Although, how will the family of God be recognized? What characteristics will define its members? What is the culture in which we will live?

“For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs- heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory (Romans 8:15-17).”

The same love that God has for Jesus as His son, is the same love that unites all of us as God’s children. Some people have found an identity through family and others have not had the privilege of knowing their family. However, we are given the promise that we are identified as joint heirs with Christ in the family of God. “How great is the love that the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Dear friends, now we are children of God (1 John 3:1-2).”

More Than a Simple Sacrifice

2008-11-08T20:08:00.001-08:00

It was a Thursday evening as I was preparing myself to meet a woman for the first time who was trying to obtain custody of her teenage granddaughter. I looked at my directions and the location had included a “1/2” in the address. I have never heard of this before. I called the woman and shared that I could not find directions to her home, because the “1/2” was rejected by the computer. She disclosed to me that it was because she lived in half of a house. The woman verbally explained how to find her home, as I was reluctant that I would be able to recognize it. This was a destination that I was scared to find, but ended up being truly blessed as I had the pleasure of meeting this incredible woman.

I found the home and was greeted by a grandmother who was filled with joy. She explained that she did not have a bedroom and slept on a bed that was in her living room. I gently informed her that by law, she would need to have a bed for the child. Without hesitation, she said that she would offer her bed to her granddaughter and she would sleep on the couch or even the floor for that matter. Coming from a person who is very particular about her bed and pillows, I was truly humbled by this sacrifice and gained a valuable lesson.

“In tithes and offerings, you are under a curse-the whole nation of you-because you are robbing me. Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this, says the LORD Almighty and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it (Malachi 3:8- 10).” This woman sacrificed her comfort and personal space for her granddaughter. I further questioned her to see if she would be okay with this adjustment, and she shared that she would do whatever it took in order for her granddaughter to be in her care. Just as it teaches in Malachi, we need to bring meaningful sacrifices to the LORD. Despite the “1/2” house that she made into her home, this woman did not let that stand in the way of the “whole” offering that she sacrificed with a joyful heart.

No tear was shed from her eyes and not an ounce of fear was expressed on her face. She would be honored to provide a home for her granddaughter and revealed that she serves as her motivation to do whatever it would take to make it happen. “Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver” (2 Corinthians 9:7).

As I drove home, I realized that this woman’s sacrifice was nothing but simple. She had one luxury of a comfortable, warm bed, yet it meant nothing to her. Through the storm of living in a small, lonely home, she kept her eyes on her goal. This can remind us to focus on the blessings that are in store rather than the things of this world. For we are promised, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him. (1 Corinthians 2:9).”